Live

I walked on 

And on 

And on

Wore the shoes

they gave me

Never enjoyed the sand

Mirage of appreciation 

And sand dunes

of lies

What I hold is 

Slipping away

I am in woe

of losing what I don’t want. 

I set the roof so high

I can’t hear the raindrops 

Silver is the sky

and my memories in

Monochrome

Home

Where is home?

On this the stairway

to all things great?

This what I made love to?

A motherly embrace?

The unholy pleasure of 

Substance?

Hence I deem

it meaningless. 

That hickey on your body, meaningless

Top of the stairway,

meaningless

The strip under your tongue,

meaningless 

The castle on the clouds, 

meaningless

Warm touch of mother,

meaningless. 

Mother

Dilemma

I do not know

Whether to live

Or to live longer?

Poem - Hallucinations

As I relaxed, bent back on the chair,

Effete I was, dived into my mind.

And before I could realize, badinaged I

Seeing something unreal, reaching its hind.

And what I saw, left me flabbergast.

Those corners I presumed fallow, weren't the same.

Colorful memories, blooming like flowers,

But I couldn't recall any, what a shame?

What have I done to myself?

What have I become? Am I a waif?

'Cause when I was there, felt I serenity,

But now I'm awake, I feel unsafe.

And that's how my life flashed

Right in front of me.

The bloom of memories, hallucinations,

They set my soul free.